Destined For A Second Chance...

Destined For A Second Chance...

I found myself waking up from the glare of the light that came rushing through my eastern window accompanied by a gentle morning breeze. The scent of a new day- much needed and yet dreaded at the same time. My head was still pounding out the island music from last night; still dizzy from the Caribbean mixes that my friend girl, Jenn created off the top of her silly little head. I was slammed; Not wanting to face the day, unless it was spent throwing up what I ingested yesterday. I pulled in as many pillows as I could in one swoop as I rolled over to suffocate my miserable soul. I covered my face, took a deep breath, and realized that there was no use in knocking myself off- I kinda' like me! This was despite the excessive consumption of food and alcohol that could have caused internal damages.

I had a perfectly reasonable excuse for my prior actions that led up to this moment of headache and nausea. It was the 6th month anniversary of my being single and the 3rd month of celibacy. Well, technically- it would be 3 months for both. The fact is is that when me and my ex split- we were still intimate, even more so after we split up than when were in the relationship. It was as if we wanted to give each other something to remember. You know, sorta go out with a big bang. Boy, did we bang! Just like all fireworks after the main event, things faded and we decided to stop confusing the situation any further and allow each other the space it took to move on with our lives. Thus, leaving me in the dilemma I'm currently in: SINGLE - HUNGOVER- HORNY- and above all.... LONELY.

Bret was one of those guys that everyone who knew you wanted in their lives. He was charming, sensitive, openly affectionate and could make just about anyone laugh. We sorta met by accident; even though, now I don't believe in such a thing as accidents. To make a long story short, we were together for four years after we first set eyes on each other. Three of those years was spent living together here in this loft; leading to the tragic ending of a pretty great relationship. He and I had a weird way of expressing our love for one another and when he wanted to take it further, it seemed impossible to me to do so without creating an awkward situation for the both of us.

See, I'm the VP of my fashion design company of 6 years and marriage just wasn't in my life's plans at such an early time. Bret, on the other hand, wanted to settle down and create a family that I couldn't imagine myself having so prematurely. We decided that since we were on two different routes to fulfill our desires, that it would be best if we just went our separate ways and not cause anymore damage to either of our egos. All it seemed to be was constant debates about the future and what we both wanted that with each other we couldn't seem to have.

I still love him... I often think about how things would have been if I had agreed to become his wife. He and I were always able to work through our differences with everything else except this one issue. It's as if this one thing meant the world to him and I was too wrapped up in my own world to even consider becoming a permanent part of his. I can say it's my fault. Looking over at his side of the bed or what used to be- I can remember watching him sleep after we've made love. I can still smell him; his aroma is a part of my permanent memories. Every time I close my eyes, I can see recorded imagery of the best of times we've shared. Laughing and interacting with one another. He filled my empty spaces in every way and gave me something to smile about - even when I didn't have a known reason to smile. We could never argue about anything without coming to the conclusion that you can't argue and laugh at the same time. He was always cracking jokes and making faces that made our differences a thing of the past almost instantly. He genuinely adored every inch of me and catered to me in such a way that made my girlfriends envious of me. All my friends were single, and my best friend Jenn was a victim of a horrible marriage that ended in her almost killing her ex-husband in order for her to survive the beatings. I'm scared I guess.

Love was always said to be a hard thing to get and keep. Bret made it the easiest for me. If anything, I made it hard for him to love me... I wonder if I made a mistake. Could he have been the one for me? I mean, I'm still finding myself wanting to be in his arms. I haven't even dated since we decided to call everything off- just couldn't do it. I have commitment on my list of "importunates", and since him, I have never wanted to be committed before. Now, that's all I can think about. If he were here, I would ask him to forgive me, to work with me because I want him in my life for always. I would make sure that his love for me was acknowledged and appreciated each and everyday. My life without him isn't complete, with him away from me. I glanced over at my cell phone to see 3 missed calls. Two was from Jenn and the last was from Bret. How come I didn't hear the phone ring? What in the hell did Jenn put in those mixed drinks? Most importantly, now that I think about it-- How did I get home last night?

I looked to see that the phone was on silent mode. My voicemail box held two messages. The first was from Jenn a lil' over an hour ago. "Girl, I'm glad that you and Bret are trying to work through your differences and you finally stopped being stubborn and decided to let that man love you and be the man he needs to be for you. Don't be missing for the whole weekend. Let me know if he gave you some. Lord knows, you need it. Later sweetness!" So, speechless at the message I had just heard, I missed the automated cue to save or delete the message. The second was from Bret's cell, around midnight last night. "Hey! Shannon, I got your message. I'm just getting off work now. I'm on my way to Jenn's to pick you up. I love you too. I can't stand being apart from you any longer either. I should be there within the next 10-15 minutes. Traffic is a little crazy with this thunderstorm and all. Again, I love you dearly and I'll be there soon." I hung up the phone as quickly as I could and begin to dial Jenn's number to find out if this was a joke or not. Someone was going to get cursed the hell out.

As the phone rang- I rushed to my feet and headed towards my bedroom door. I opened it and as I was coming out, Bret and I collided causing the phone to fly across the room. He was able to catch balance and keep the hot green tea on the tray from burning either of us. He grabbed me with the other arm to keep me from falling flat on the floor. "Wooooeeee! Didn't expect to see you up for a few more hours. Jennevieve told me that you really drank a hell of a lot last night. You called me to come get you- saying that you wanted to talk about giving it another try or---" I stopped him from speaking, placing my hand over his mouth and pulling him back into the bedroom, almost spilling the green tea everywhere. Tears flowing down my face, with my heart in my throat, I looked him straight in his eyes and said "Yes!" He looked at me as if I had made his darkest night light up like the daytime. "Yes, you want to try again; Be friends; What?" No other words could come from me. I held out my hand to him and said once more, "YES!" He reached around his his neck and took off his necklace. When he pulled it from underneath his shirt, it had the rings that he had purchased more than 7 months ago. He almost broke the chain for pulling so hard on the engagement ring that was attached to it. He looked in my eyes, and I in his.

Bret slowly and cautiously slid the ring on my finger. He looked up at me again, as if preparing himself for a tragic event to occur. I saw the pain I caused him with my selfishness. He didn't want to be hurt again. Even though he had been before, by me, he was still willing to offer his love to me despite what happened in the past. "Will You--?" I never allow him to finish. "With all my heart, YES!" He jumped up from the bed and yelled like he had just won the lottery. I just sat looking and loving this man who I had almost lost forever. He reached back and pulled me close to him. I could hear his heart beat ferociously as we shared no words, just the moment. We began to kiss and indulge in the taste of the love we almost didn't have. In my heart, I thanked the Creator for another chance to love Bret.

All that was left to say was I love you, repeatedly; And we did say it, repeatedly. "What happened to the phone?" I turned to see that the phone had landed right next to the bed where I was sitting earlier. "Hello, Jenn?" She was laughing and screaming at the same time. "I'm here girl! Tell Bret that he has to do whatever he's gonna' do. We got some wedding planning to take care of. You two can't hunch all damn day!" I just smiled, looked up and kissed the lips of the best thing that has ever happened to me. I was fortunate to have it all, and to have a second chance to correct the path of a love that could have been lost....

You...

Your Afrocentric, Electric, Eclectic Essence Energizes My Soul.

Feeding Me, Mentally

Can It Be? Who Is He?

As I Tell This Story To All Acknowledging YOU

My African Brother, Best Friend, Companion,

What Would A Sista' Do?

To Have The Total Package YOU Have To Be Complete,

Centered- Knowledge Of 360 Degrees

And This Is What YOU Give To Me.

Family, Love, Honor, Respect; Only A Select Few Possess This

And Because Of YOU I Confess This

Love For My Man, And The King That He IS

Never To Be Compared To The Love Felt As A Kid.

This One Is Different, After Time Both Spent

Away And Together, I Know That Our Together

Has To Be Forever!

Damn, YOU! What Have You Given Me?

Why Must YOU Make Me So Crazy?

Crazy For Love, Crazy For Lust, Crazy For Your Touch!

Just Crazy For YOU,

Your Strength Attracts Me, As Your Body Interacts With Me.

YOU Have Me, And YOU Need To See How Much I Desire YOU.

I Want To Ignite That Fire In YOU,

That YOU Have Sparked In Me And Let's See If YOU

Can Be My Destiny...

I Know What YOU Mean To Me....

Let's Make It Official, For ALL To See...

Him...

He stands in the doorway, looking around the room. I can see him, but I don't think he notices me watching him... As he proceeds to lead himself closer to me, I can see that he has picked up my energy- by greeting me with a smile- so warm, I can feel it in my soul. How long has it been since I have wanted to feel the warmth of a smile, a heartfelt kiss-- when deprived of these things, you tend to miss the presence of a manly essence. I didn't think I would cross paths with such an attractive, unspoken, but sure to be well-spoken man because I had given in to my thoughts of being alone. Having thoughts of how he would sound on the phone, how it would feel to be touched, how the scent of him would cause such a rush! The time that we would spend, would be the best times, even in the stressed times, cause we could connect on all levels, not just a few. I need to not coast off into a dream world too far, cause he is here for someone else {"Girl, it ain't you!"} Deep breathing, as he passes my visual, sigh of relief as the feelings fade, brief fantasy of the love we've made, and I'm done. I hear a sensual voice from behind, as I close my eyes- "You're not the only one... I saw you, but I didn't think you would talk to me. I can see that we are sharing the same thoughts of each other. Would you mind having a drink with me? I want to see if my thoughts of you can become our reality."

Quicky...

Totally intoxicated, by the drinks that we've sipped.
You seemed to be turned on, by the sway of my hips.
Saying sexy lil' anecdotes that make my bite my lips,
our first decision we made together, was to take a trip.
I didn't live that far from the spot we met, so we dipped,
to just chill and vibe each other on a more personal tip.
To see if we could at least start a friendship.
So, I'm feeling you, getting higher than a kitty on catnip,
Had me wanting to get on a kinky kinda courtship.
In my mind, I wanted to get past the smiles, and skip,
to th next phase of the reason, you reached out to grip,
My thighs and started my pus-c to drip,
Hot, wet creams, that you hungrily wanted to sip.
My mind just started to flip,
like the scenes from a filmstrip,
while you were tasting my sweetness,
your pants I unzipped.
You got me staring cause you're fully equipped,
with the thing that's the size of a NASA spaceship!
You made me so wet, and then you just slipped,
yourself inside, in and out you dipped.
You bit me all over, and my clothes you've stripped,
me down to nothing, but my pure essence from Egypt.
Moving so d**n fast, we both about to flip the script.
Our bodies sending messages our brains can't encrpyt.
You're movements harder, you're ready to abandon ship
Unloaded got up... Left... Leaving me whipped....

The Truth... What I Want

Well, we have talked now for a while,

And I must say, I'm definitely feeling your style.

Every love song reminds me of you, and our first, everything we've ever done.

I'm sure of it now, that you are the one...

You ask me, all the time: "What do you want?"

Well, I'm gonna lay it down.

Hoping that you can complete me, and will always be around.

I want:

That you are going to be late, so, you take the time to call me,

Cause you know that if I get worried, I'll get upset and angry.

I want:

That smile and that bright glare in your eyes

cause you remembered something we did,

And, you being proud cause we have such beautiful kids.

I want:

The nites I can't sleep, are the nites that you can't either,

so you hold me close and we don't say a word just listen.

You never seem to allow me to get up tight, cause you provide what's missin'

I want:

I know you don't feel well and you think you're "fat" & ugly,

but you're beautiful to me.

When I just want to be a big baby, you're there to pamper me.

I want:

That I'm mad, but I'm still gonna make love to you the way you like me to,

starting out gentle and then getting' ruff.

That strength that when I seem to not be able to go on,

you motivate me to be tuff!

I want:

I do, and only for you I will--

lie, cheat, ride or die, handle my bizz and if I have to, kill.

For you to say: You are my Moon, and I your Sun,

and together, we are ONE.

I want:

The space I need to grow and become what makes me happy, cause you

know how important it is to have your dreams and fulfilling them.

You know that I can be bull-headed sometimes,

so you let me "think" I have my way, and you never let me feel rejected,

even though we both know you are the Head- and for that, you're respected

I want:

When I'm down, you have that word,

the one that you only have to say once, and I makes it all better,

When I'm horney for you, you just look at me, and I get wetter.

I want:

I can, and you never have to worry about your man,

Cause, I'm a King, and I carry myself in such a way that it shines from within.

I want:

A true confidant, true backbone, true man, true love, true friend.

I want:

To feel complete, lacking nothing when it comes to what I want in a lover,

For him to be unique, nothing against other's racial preferences,

but a real brother.

I want:

You to smile and say, I'm the one for you...

Now that you know what I want:

I want to know about you...

What do you want?

I'll be waiting til we can make these things come true...

How to Maintain Romance....

There is so much more involved in keeping romance alive than just candles, bubble baths, and foot massages. You each have to work at it in order to maintain and enjoy romance in your life. Here is how to feed the romantic fires in your relationship in a deep and meaningful way.

1. Tell the truth. Truth is the ultimate aphrodisiac and a great way to create connection with your partner. For example, you might say "I feel safe when I am with you" or "Sometimes I feel scared that we get so busy with other things that we forget about creating close moments together, but I really want to be close with you." Just share your true feelings and speak from your experience. If you are concealing in your relationship, you will not feel connected, so consider making truth an ongoing priority in your life.
2. Appreciate yourself and your partner. Appreciation means "to grow in value, or to be sensitively aware of." Take time to understand just what it is that you like about yourself, and your partner. Saying for example, "I am doing a good job as a parent by taking time to hug the kids in the morning before they go off to school." or "I really appreciate how dedicated you are to your job." Successful relationships have a 5 to 1 ratio of appreciations to criticisms, so if you really want to heat up your relationship, start appreciating!
3. Listen. All humans crave being seen and heard. Being with your partner, and really listening to them can be magical for you both. Often, we want to fix their problems, but it is much more powerful to listen. Saying, "Wow, I can understand you are frustrated." or "That must have been hard on you." Let your partner know you're hearing them.
4. Create romance within yourself first. We often try to "get" our partners to be more romantic by believing we need to change them in order to have what we want. The truth is that you are much more likely to have what you want when 'you' show up in that way. For example, create your own romantic mood--dress, put on music, prepare sensuous foods, take some time to love and appreciate yourself. It will not take long for your partner to join in the fun!
5. Ask for what you want. Let your partner know that you are deeply interested in spending some romantic time with them (You would be surprised at how often they are unaware of this.) Whining, demanding, and manipulating are contrary to creating romance, so do your best to ask using kind and loving words.
6. Bring play back into your relationship. Levity is a sexy thing. If you are stuck in thoughts of how much housework you have to do, or that you might wake the kids, more than likely you will not feel romantic. Laugh about the ways that you take your self out of a romantic mood, and soon, you will be back in it.
7. Speak your partner's love language. We often become confused and disappointed by expecting the other person to do such and such romantic things. Do to your partner the things they like as well as you telling them what 'you' like, want, and expect. When you fulfill their needs and desires, you will end up receiving the same in return!
8. Accept each other unconditionally, respect each others wishes and dislikes. Keep the mystery and fascination to each other. Love each moment as if it is the last.

How To Make A Long Distance Relationship Work For You!

1. Ask the important questions at the onset, to make sure you are both clear on the parameters of the relationship. Setting parameters such as naming your relationship ( dating, seeing each other, boyfriend/girlfriend, engaged)as well defining exclusive(limited to one person,) non exclusive. These can be difficult and awkward questions to ask, but will save you great heartache and misunderstanding down the line. Example: "Are you open to the possibility of relocating if the relationship should become more serious?"or "What are you looking to get out of the relationship?". Stating your end goal or ideas will allow each person to maintain what they need.
2. Communicate in some way every day, more than once if possible. Since you won't be seeing each other, it's important to establish and maintain an emotional connection. These don't always have to be long, in-depth conversations. Tell each other about your little triumphs and tragedies. Ask for advice. Use an instant messenger program or VoIP for real-time chat, or web cams for that visual connection. E-mail is great so make sure you use it, especially if long-distance phone calls put a strain on your budget. Remember that e-mail and even instant messengers can increase the possibility of misunderstandings. Write love letters. Send small gifts or flowers for no reason. In this case, quantity is as important as quality. You may discover an advantage over others whose partner is close at hand - you don't take communication for granted!
3. Do things together. Defy the distance. As a long distance couple, it's important to do other things together besides the usual phone call. In a long distance relationship, interaction over the phone can become dull in the long run. Incorporating other forms of interaction are important. Just think... people in short-distance relationships do not spend the majority of their time talking, but rather doing things with each other. Try to replicate this by finding things to do together such as watching a TV show or movie simultaneously. For an extensive list of more things you can do with each other (or for each other) click here: 60 Things for LDR Couples to Do
4. Take advantage of the benefits a long distance relationship offers: more time with friends and/or family, no arguments over toothpaste caps, the pleasure of seeing your sweetheart again after a long absence, time to mull your options (rather than snapping at your partner impulsively) before you respond to that email s/he wrote that seemed so rude the first time you read it, etc. Most important, being far apart gives you a chance to maintain your individuality - something that can get lost in the shuffle when couples spend all their free time together.
5. Pursue common interests, even if it means pursuing them apart. If there's a movie you're both interested in seeing, watch it individually and then call each other afterward and talk about it. Read a certain book at the same time. Stargaze while you're on the phone. Set your watches to go off at the same time every day, and synchronize your alarm with that of your partner. Make it a point to think of each other when your watch goes off, and revel in the fact that he or she is thinking about you, too. Find creative ways to bond.
6. Avoid the temptation to be controlling. People have free will and no one can or should control another person. As long as you are both interested in being in the relationship, you will stick with it and distance will not make a difference. As soon as one of you decides the other is not a good match - or someone else is a better match - your relationship ends, whether you live 3000 miles apart, two streets over, or share the same bed with your wedding picture on the wall. You are going to have to trust each other completely if this relationship is going to work.
7. Talk about your future together. Assuming that ultimately you'd want to live together, discussing how you're going to get to that point will help you prove to each other that the relationship is going somewhere and that your efforts and frustrations are not in vain.
8. Know when to say good-bye. While this is tough in any relationship, this can be especially hard over long distances. When communication becomes one-sided or sparse for too long and for no apparent reason, when arguments (yes, you'll have them) become too frequent, when the whole thing just seems like more trouble than it's worth, it's time to re-evaluate the relationship. You have to remember that for a healthy relationship, no matter how far or close, you must be willing to let go.
9. Remember: things will get better with time, and even the relationship will become better. Have hope.
10. Visit often Try to make the time to visit each other as often as possible or as often as your budget permits you to. A relationship cannot thrive if the only thing you have is the phone calls. You need to see each other up close and personal every chance you get. The key here is to set up some "rules" about frequency of communication and visits and stick to them, consistency can help a LDR survive.
11. Avoid jealousy and be trusting One of the easiest ways to destroy a perfectly healthy relationship is to poison it with jealousy and drama. When you start a long distance relationship you must be realistic of the difficulties ahead. It always helps if you go in a relationship with the idea that everyone is innocent and worth of trust until proven otherwise. Don't fall in the trap to interrogate your partner every time he/she decides to go out for a drink with people you haven't met or he/she didn't get back to you right away when you called and left a message. Just because you are in a LDR, you lives won't pause. Your partner will naturally have a social life where he/she lives and so should you. Sure it helps to have your eyes open and not be totally naive but being overly suspicious is unhealthy for you and your relationship too. You should both maintain your social activity and be happy with yourselves.
12. Be positive Staying positive and not focusing on the negative aspects of a LDR is essential to keeping your relationship blooming and your partner content. Being away from your sweetie is not all bad news. Use the opportunity of personal time to pursue your interests and hobbies as well as your career objectives. Another positive points it that long distance dating pushes both of you to be more creative, communicate better since you don't have "face-to-face" time and test your feelings. As long as you see the long distance relationship as a temporary state, you will keep your chin up and transmit that feeling of security and happiness to your partner too.

Long distance dating is all about a balanced relationship between partners; a relationship built on strong foundations of trust, understanding and determination to make it work. The two partners should be reasonable about their expectations and willing to cooperate so that this relationship can lead to a happy ending. If these parameters are taken care of, you have nothing to worry about.

Wanting By Kanday Reign

We've been friends and flirts for too damn long.

I have to get this off my chest- let you know what's wrong.

I'm calling you tonite, hoping you have the time to listen to me,

You're driving? Well, I can call back if need be.

"Go ahead, I got it, speak your mind" You say.

So I take a deep breath and begin this relay...

I tried to be cool about my feelings, and the fact that I wanted you,

Not just a want, but a genuine need to see this through,

To begin from the begining, hoping this ends with a kiss-

Which will be the begining of true lover's bliss.

I want to take it there- share with you my inner thoughts of us-

No longer wanting to wait, I want to express my long-time crush.

Hoping that it will end in you giving me that long-awaited sexual rush-

See it's time to elevate the stakes, and let you know my intensions.

Wanting to explore more- of you, your mind, and your bodily dimensions.

I'm pass the friendship phase- tired of holding out-

I need to get you to my place- and have you make me shout.

You say little things that make me wonder- even when you think I don't listen-

Remember when you said that you can give me what I've been missin'?

Well, now is the chance, for us to kick off this romance-

Let me show you what's been on my mind to do-

Let's see if I can't leave you in a trance...

Damn, You just don't know how long I have wanted this to happen-

Now I'm tryin' to get the chance to get things crackin'

You can see it in my eyes- now I want you to feel it in my touch-

This connection with you, is one I longed for so much.

"Hello? Hold on, there's a knock at my door."

I opened up the door to you- your smile, and a "YES"

to give me what I've waited for...

In My Dreams By Kanday Reign

I heard you in my dreams, call for me- so softly-

I felt you reach out and touch parts of my bodily female essence

that were virgin to masculine caresses.

I saw you look into my eyes, saying that beauty was the name I should have-

for I was the most beautiful thing you ever encountered in your life-

You spoke of how when you think of me- I relieve all of your daily toils and strife.

The warmth I felt when you got even closer- defrosted my exhausted cold heart-

giving a reason to beat even stronger than the last-

You came in whispering "let's forget about the past and build a future right here together"

You promised to be my protector- there in any type of weather-

My body became yours- to keep and treat like something fragile- with such tenderness and care-

In every breath released between us was a promise to be there-

My mind spinning from the pleasure, as you looked at me and smiled-

making sure that you went that extra mile- to please every inch of me-

to remember every touch that took things even further than than the time before-

making sure you kept pace- only causing me to want more-

of you, of us, of this passion-filled lust-

you haven't even penatrated my moistened flesh-

it really doesn't matter if we do or not, cause, rmentally we've crushed...

I've felt you kiss me- so deeply and hungrily- the taste of our souls combined-

was more authentic and richer than the most expensive wine-

As you undressed me mentally- the physical followed-

all fear swallowed- with no worries of tomorrow-

wiping away all thoughts of pain and sorrow...

Laying me on my back- then positioning yourself for entry- we kiss as you slowly enter-

perfect fit- as you inject your key to what pleases me into my long-awaiting center-

I can feel the tears roll down my face- and feel the pleasure behind the pain of each thrust-

I know that with my heart- you are the one I can trust..

giving me all of you- and not stopping cause I want you to-

give me every inch of you- with no limits- - let's see this encounter thru,

passionate promises and traces of love tatooed on silkened saliva soaked skin,

we elevate to levels unexplored by the common man- as you stroke again- and again-

escalated from when you penatrated- are my moans and screams--

damn- I think I came- all of that from one dream!!!

Ten Minutes.... (Revisited!)

^{This was the strangest thing! Who would have known that something like THIS could even happen between you and I? I mean, we have been friends for almost a year, and we share all our complaints and hatred towards love and relationships. Now, this has happened....}

It was two weeks before our company Christmas party, and we both didn't want to go at all! We would sit with the other co-workers and rant and rave about who was gonna show up and what we thought they were gonna look and act like once they were there. For the last month that is how our breaks at work were, a huge gossip session. You and I could not wait until time to go home, so that we could head out to the car and talk about everyone else! We road home together, EVERY NIGHT. Just you and I, laughing, and talking about all the things we saw at work and what plans we are gonna make for the weekend, which we also spent together.

We have done it all, movies, parties, dinner, sleep overs to each other's house, and nothing never happened. We just never ever talked about our personal feelings towards each other, I guess.
The phone rang around midnight, and it was you. "Hey man, I was thinking; why don't we crash the Christmas party? No one expects us to go, and so if we show up, we will give them a lot to talk about come Monday!" I laughed at first, then I thought, it would be nice to at least dress up for a change, and go out to an expensive restaurant even if it was at the expense of the company we worked for.. "OK, we can do that! Please dress up, none of the thug stuff.. I mean it's Christmas season, act like it!" The deal was sealed... No backing out on you! You are my boy! My ace, my partner-in-crime! And now, my date for this party.

I went from store to store the day of the party trying to find something that would blow the heads off of all the people attending the party. Tried on at least 8 different gowns before I came across one that made me look like a princess, the color tones matched my skin and eyes causing them to glare and sparkle, super strapless and VERY revealing. {Vivica Fox, Look the hell out!} I wonder what you're gonna think of this dress? I don't want to make you feel uncomfortable, or what if you don't want to dress this cla$$y? I grabbed my cell and called you to see what you were doing, "I'm at the barber's, getting things tight." "How are you gonna be dressed man? I don't wanna clash with you... " "You said cla$$y right? I'm gonna do me, but in the cla$$y way (I can feel your smile)." "OK, don't make me choke you boy, I know you oh too well... We gotta do this right!" "I got you shortie! I'm gonna represent! Fa' sho!" "All right then, later."

That night I had a mixture of butterflies, and stage fright all at the same time. Not that I was gonna be on stage, but I could not be ignored with this gown. Even if I covered up a little, it was still revealing enough to spark imaginations. I'm just pacing back and forth, clasping my hands together, cause you are almost 15 minutes late, and that's a no-no for this event.. Then, when I walked over to pick the phone, I heard a knock at the door... {Oh he is in trouble!} I went to the door prepared to reach out and choke you, and when I opened it, I couldn't do anything but stare! You smiled back at me, "Can I come in, or are you gonna kill me? Let me know now, so I won't be casing myself up for murder!" All I could do was back up and let you in. I could not believe what I saw. You were dressed fully in a black and white tuxedo, nice faded hair cut, alligators, and a killa' smile to match the whole ensemble. "Oh, my, you are wearing not just a dress, but a gown, a beautiful gown... You look good as hell, man! You are telling me you were hiding all that from a nigga'?" "Ha, Ha! That's not funny, but thanks for the compliment. You working it too papi! Didn't know you could look like that." A brief pause, followed by a light laugh, cause we both had things that we did not say to one another. "Oh! I almost forgot... Here is a "winter white" rose, just to say thanks to you for letting me drag you out to this party.. And you deserve it for looking so d**n beautiful tonight..." {blushing inside and out} "Thanks, and I'm glad I considered, seeing as though, you look sexy as hell!" Things that had never said and felt came out in just a few words shared between us before heading to the car. "After you, Queen." No matter how thugged out you act sometimes, you still have the utmost respect for women, and I loved that about you. {LOVED?}

We arrived to the hotel where the party was taking place, we had to take the elevator, to the 15th floor, where the ball rooms were located. We were ready for any and everything, a knock out couple, hopefully the best dressed in the whole party. We went to the elevators and pressed the button to go up, and it took a while for the elevator to get to us, but we just thought it was the fact that the hotel had 20 floors. FINALLY, it came, and we entered. You pressed the button for the 15th floor, and we were on our way. 1---2---3---4---5---6--- and then the elevator stopped right before the 7th floor. "What the hell?" You began to beat the crap out of the button for the 15th floor, and all I could think was this is not happening to me! After about 2 minutes, we realized that we were stuck and pressed the alarm to get a$$istance. "OK, we will have you out of there in 5-6 minutes, we will work as fast as we can. Sorry for the inconvenience." {sighs} "d**n! How about that? I'm sorry shortie, I wanted tonight to be special for you. Not start out like this." {Hmmm, never heard him sound like that before}. "It's OK, everything happens for a reason." "Yeah, you're right... So, what's on your mind? I mean we have a minute, so we can just talk the time away if you like." {I looked deeply into your eyes} "You look so different tonight, or is it I just didn't notice how alluring your eyes are." {You smile sensually} "Oh really? You think? Well, I need to tell you that I have slept next to you hundreds of times, and I never knew that you were that d**n sexy! You always hide it from me, with your big pajamas! You make me have all kinds of thoughts right about now." {Raising my eyebrows} "Really, like what sir? You freaky anyway, so I don't even see why I wanna know!" "But, You do... Don't you?" You move in closer to me, and take my hand, and kiss it.. "You my girl right? I mean I can trust you with my feelings, no matter what..." "What's up? Lay it on me."

Those words gave you an invitation to do more than kiss my hand... And you were prepared to do more... You took your hand and guided me to your lips by my chin, and kissed me ever so gently, the softest kiss I have ever had in my life... My eyes began to roll back, I have never felt this way in a long time, and you haven't either! You start kissing my neck, and move down to my breast, pulling my gown slightly below my breast for easier access. "Mmmmmm, what are we doing?" "Well, I'm sharing my thoughts with you... Let me finish.."There was no way I could tell you no, never have been able to, and you know that... "Hmmm, d**n baby, you taste so good, and your body is so d**n soft!" {Blushing and goose bumps all over} "I see your body is listening to what I have to say, let's see if its ready for what I want to give you..." You reach down and put your hands under my gown, and caressed my thighs, lowering your body and began kissing me on my thighs and legs... You spread my legs apart, and you reach up and touch my wet spot... I jerk, and look down at you with a look of both fear and curiosity on my face... "I won't hurt you, shortie... I want to give you something. If you ever get uncomfortable, just say stop and I will... I just wanna please you... Please let me.." I close my eyes, and allow you to take control of me, you placed my legs over your shoulders and lifted me up in the air then along the wall of the elevator, and you began to taste me... I love the way it sounds to hear you moan and groan, with me, as you please me, causing me to cream all over your face.... I grab the back of your head, and you come up briefly and say "d**n, you taste so good, boo! I want to make love to you... I need this, I need you... Please let me show you that I can be not only a friend, but a lover as well. Whatever you want from me, or, I can do for you, let me show you I can be that and more." My eyes, filled with tears of pleasure, my body shaking from being about to climax, I stop you. And, you let me down gently..

Right around that time, we here the maintenance men on the speaker phone, "are you going up or down?" We both looked at each other, and smiled and said... "DOWN!" The elevator started to move down, and we counted impatiently as the numbers got lower and we got closer to getting out of there! The doors opened, and we looked at each other and slipped into a deep kiss, and you took my hand, and we left the hotel. "You know what?" I asked you as we were getting in the car...

"We were only stuck in the elevator for ten minutes! "

Consummation....

Consummation....

I sat patiently, as I watched him come through the bedroom door. His long locks hanging wildly from being wet in the shower- the towel was having a hard time hiding his manly extremities. He tried so hard to cover up himself, yet I felt his invite to see more of him. I had been laying across the bed, breathing in the sweet aroma of french vanilla and myrrh scented candles- watching the flame flicker as their shadows danced on the walls to the sound of the soft music playing in the background. I want him... I can feel that that in every fiber of my being- every part of me longs to be called his.

I lift myself from the bed and reach for the dry towel from the rack by the master bathroom. I began wrapping it around him from the back- caressing him, as I gently kissed his damp shoulders. I can smell his skin, so fragrant and inviting to my senses. As I reached around for his chest, I can feel his breath shortening from my touch. Not a word-- spoken or received from either of us.

I move my hands up and down his abdomen memorizing his shape- his firm body; now relaxing and under my control. As I walk around to face him- making soft finger trails along his waistline. I can feel his smile even though it's not yet visible. I begin to kiss his half dried arm, slightly brushing my lips and nose across his tattoos- I'm addicted to his very existence. He turns, making sure I can see his gestures, giving me permission to explore his painted canvas. This is my chance to open up and be myself- no matter how kinky that may be.

I took his dreaded tresses back from over his face to make eye contact. We search through deep gazes, only to begin an even deeper passion-filled kiss. His lips are like an energy source, electrifying my body- sending sexual surges, increasing my appetite; gaining momentum as we both inhale and share the same pheromone filled atmosphere we've created. He pulls me in closer, as if trying to combine us into one- his grip being almost forceful, as he removes my robe.

Both hands have now been placed on my body- as the towel that once guarded his lower half, drops to the floor. He cups my breast and moans as I reach down for my future reward for being his "Good Girl." Tugging at my nipples, he feeds on me as if deprived of all nourishment, his whole entire life. I was his last meal before walking the 8 Mile.

My knees buckled, and he gently takes me in his arms, holding me as if I were weightless and fragile. His dreads hanging over me, teasing and touching me as his tongue dances in a circular motion. I grab his hair between my fingers and lift him towards my mouth for on more kiss. I have surrendered myself to him. His full lips moves to different zones of my body, while his grip is even tighten to prevent me from escaping his capture of my soul. Laying me down slowly, he moves my hips apart to press himself against me- testing my readiness to be united with him. Still, no words exchanged....

His shadow now dances with the candle light. His hair swaying as he slowly enters me... All worries fade-- time has stopped. We have united for the first time as husband and wife. The tears roll down my face- and he softly kisses them away-- assuring me that my cries will always be of pleasure and not pain-- unless we choose to pick up the pace for a night of rough sex. I know how rough he can get...

This night was different, almost like our first time- when we took time to just feel and energize each other. My first night with my future; first night with my soul mate; first night of the rest of my life;

My last night of wondering if it was meant to be....

©2008-09 Kanday Reign. All Rights Reserved.

Imagine,

you comin` over to my place
on your lunch break,
cause you needed to be relieved,
and you know I won`t hesitate,
at pleasing you, teasing, you
givingyou the attention you need.
You knew I was hungry,
so you wanna satisfy my greed.
You were hungry too!
For the things that I do to you,
lickin` you here and there,
you`re my "baby boo!"
so, I don`t care.
You come inside,
and I go straight to work,
I love gentle play,
cause I know you`ve been hurt,
in the past,
but I am here to give you more,
of that sh!tyou`ve been missing,
from theother ones before...
Me,and from now on I`ll be,
the one you come to, to run to,
have your legs shaking in response to,
me doin nothing more than pleasing you!
I can get mine later, right now,
hun, tasting YOU is all I wanna do...
I want to be the one, to satisfy,
and take the pressure of what you
thought you could`t get thru...
Have you climax,
and give all that stress to me,
I`ll see you again,
whenever need be...

© 2005 Kanday Reign. All Rights Reserved

The Sweetest Thing...

The sweetest thing next to wanting you,
is having you near me...
Looking in your eyes and seeing,
the beauty no one else can see.
You speak to me with movements, silent, gestures,
only I can understand.
I love the wayyou touch me,
gently with your hands.
Mentally, we make L-o-v-e;
So you see, you have already
taken control of that part of me...
Sensually sexin` mind state,
you`ve left me weightless,
and flying free...
Wanting your lips, and feeling for them,
finally receiving my prize..
Countless day dreams of you touching my thighs,
Sampling my milkand honey,
tasting what`s rightfully yours..
Pure, uncut, no additives,
nothing like that %#&@$! in the stores.
Seeing the look of pleasure,
on your face, is something I treasure...
Knowing that it`s because of me,
you moan..
Deep body kisses, reminisces,
of the last time we boned..
You take my breath away with how the 4-play,
moves to 12-play,
each day we share is my best day!
No one, can could ever take that away...
Cause what we have,
is something I can say
Is the best that I`ve had,
in my life...
Hearing you call me,
knowing, I`m there to take you into ecstasy..
Causing you to cumm in multiples,
of two or three...
And tasting the flava` of your body...
Is the sweetest thing to me....

© 2005 Kanday Reign

Waterfalls....

By Kanday Reign Copyright 2007. All Rights Reserved

Melody....

Tonite is a nite, unlike any other before,
as we compose a melody- from our souls..
As I lyrically walk closer to you-
you rhythmically come closer to me..
Close enough now, to feel the vibrations,
our warm sensations, and radiations,
to this soul-connecting collaboration.
The chords you play,
add perfection to what I say,
causing us to blend, even when we seem off key.
Humming to keep up the tempo,
you take lead in directing me..
I allow you to take by the hand,
as we move to this groove-
we have produced... TOGETHER.
I can say anything and our song,
we've made-- somehow, to me,
sounds even better...
I can see us dance in this lover's trance,
hypnotized by the beat of our hearts..
Knowing that we can look into each other's eyes,
and always find that spark...
Our silhouette reflects, to form one WHOLE,
separated only to SOUL transform into the climax of the song.
I whisper sweet nothings in your ear,
and you-- in return-- hum along...
I want to be your voice-- and you--my instrumental master piece...
Coming together to create, the most beautiful music..
That in my heart will never cease...

Gettng A Little Bit Personal...

Man! This post is waaaay overdue. I'm going to give everyone the low-down about me- I'm not expecting hardly anyone to read this, but JUST IN CASE; I'll make sure that I have this posted somewhere else online. Let's begin at the beginning; shall we?

My Introduction: I am a poet, singer, journalist, abstract/surreal artist, web/ graphics designer, internet marketing specialist, promoter, holistic health & sex coach, couple- family and youth counselor, mother, and much, much, more-- OR just plain Kanday!My reason for posting this, is to sorta give everyone who's taking time to get to know me on this journey a look inside my realm- the type of person I am, my likes, dislikes, and a whole bunch of other crap! lol. As you read above in my introduction- I am capable of doing alot of things, and before I'm done in this lifetime, I'll be known for even more. I'm a head-strong individual, I can be considered stubborn at times, but still, I'm a an energy driven, self-motivated individual. My journey has brought many people in and out of my life, some for good reasons and experiences and others weren't as good as they should have been. The end result in that scenario is that I'm still here, and still willing to live and experience life to the fullest.

Many people ask me lots of questions about me being single, what sexual preference I'm into, and things of that sort- and I will be glad to answer that in this post... I prefer a person who of the human race- gender is not an issue- for the simple fact, in my experience, if a person is going to be anything to you- good or bad- you have to know that person first, and from first encounters and trying to get to know anyone, sexual preferences should not be the main issue. Who I choose to be with in that manner is up to me- and the person I am intimate with in my personal life. SO, you can say- I'd like to keep my personal preference, PRIVATE and PERSONAL! I'm a judge of character, not gender. I'm sensual by nature, so I use the words "hun, sweety, baby" and things of the sort on a regular basis. For this I'm considered a flirt, but it's just in me to use those words. YES! I am single-nd I'm getting myself in the position to have enough time for that special someone in my future life. Right now, I'm a work in progress and until I'm done or feel satisfied enough to venture out and meet someone on a relationship level- I'd just like to get to know people, connect with them and make sure that my career is where I need it to be.

My hobbies are simple one(s), I think! LOL. I love graphic arts and abstracts, poetry, music (especially live music), media and anything else that allows the person who is creating it a way to express themselves fully. I love using my Kingdoms (talents) to create great things. I have always been creative, and imaginative, so doing what I do both for a living and a hobby is right up my alley. I believe that the Creator gave me the talents he has- and I should use them to the fullest so that I will be happy in all aspects of my life. I'm always encouraging others to follow their dreams and not be afraid of who they can become- it's talent hidden in all of us- some know they have them, others have yet to find theirs.

If I had to find the correct words to describe me and the type of life I live- they would be: honest, upfront, blunt, creative, intelligent, energetic, emotional, educated, expressive, dominate, savvy, sensual, sexual, open-minded, selfless, stubborn, laid back, natural, nonchalant, introverted- extrovert, down-to-earth, determined, hard working, dedicated, funny, talented, playful, affectionate, aggressive, observant, opinionated, supportive, business minded, self aware, self motivated, and consistent- these are the types of people that keep my interest in my life's walk. So, if we have came into acquaintance, then you possess over 5 of these qualities- and that's why we have came into contact with each other. If you at any point during this acquaintance, lose any of these- it will definitely show through our contact. I have set my guidelines in life with who I communicate with and they are not high, but I know what energy I want around me and what type of people I would like to share my life with.

All-in-all, if you find this message to not be enough information on me- feel free to ask me any questions and I will be glad to answer them to the best of my ability. I enjoy meeting and experiencing new people and new things- so, who knows-- my list may get longer! Much love to those who have supported me so far- and a warm welcome to those who are new comers in my life. I appreciate the support and kindness shown from everyone- and I appreciate the haters too! "Life is given to live-- why not do it to the fullest?"

Remember.....

Remember our first nite? When it went something like:

Tonite I'm ready to pull out all the stops,

Letting go, and letting you release in me that beast-

Fire and desire are the only two emotions we share

As we hungrily feast...

You taste like... I taste like...

The flavored blend of the two of us

could send me off the deep end.

Mixing two tones, with two moans,

And two freaky styles, creating this one kinky bone...

Slow motion for me, as time seem to freeze,

You look into my eye, as you take the time to please--

My mental, physical, soulfully-- all of me...

Got me blown-- when you get hungry for my body-

No stopping you, and doing that, I can't see-

You are unrestricted and I love that,

Can't place no other above that,

That's every "unique" woman's dream--

A man who goes out of his way

and won't stop at nothing to make her cream.

And it seems like you're ready to take me all the way tonite,

Slow music, candle lites,

sweet smell of strawberries and whipped cream--

bubbly giving me a buzz.

I no longer can recall what my complaint was,

You take my mind off it all, every time you crawl

From the bottom up, making sure to kiss and touch-

The little places that creates so much- of a excitement-

I'm high, and this euphoria is always there when you're inside-

Hyperventilating, turning my head, trying to hide--

That face, that in a minute or two, I won't give a damn if you

See it or not, cause you're hitting my spot--

And I'm giving you all I got!

Chemistry strong, lasting long--- holding back the climax-

Heightens the force of impact-- & you can hit that,

Love the way you get that... Til you split that...

Tonite we remember how it used to be... Let's take it back...

© 2007 Literature, Art © 2008 By Kanday Reign. All Rights Reserved.

3-Sum....

You- Me & "He"....

You being of a fleshly essence-

human presence,

"He" being my lyrical love for poetry...

You and Me can share our time-

but in the back of my mind,

are the words to spit for the next line-

next phrase- "He" keeps me in a daze-

My mental ablaze-

"He" the fire that sparks the desire for

You and Me...

Without him, we can never be!

This 3-sum- I know isn't what you expected.

And at times, you feel neglected-

How do you thing "He" feels?

Especially, when "He" is one of the reasons

I'm able to pay my bills--

"He" provides for me the skill- the precision--

and now, I'm left with the decision

to either play both sides-

trying to from one about the other hide-

my true and undying love for the other,

treating you like you're the one and only-

when "He" is my only one, and will always be my lover.

Me and "He" fit together-

even more erotically than you and me-

and I can't seem to get you to see-

that I'll always love him- unconditionally-

with you---

it's a slight possibility-

that things won't work out, cause you wonder why-

With him- is what I can't seem to live without.

I shouldn't have to- I wouldn't demand it from you!

Seems our relationship wasn't planned all the way thru,

Cause I find myself wanting to leave you--

and connect with what I know me and "He" has...

We've been thru alot more, been together longer-

our bond is stronger- and I know our relationship will last.

We share a common ground- and in him, I've found-

my livelihood- my outlet- my way to get away-

when I can't in physical form-

"He" is the calm- before and after all my brainstorms-

wrapping me- mentally, in his arms

creating a blanket of comfort to keep me warm...

You can't feel me- unless the "He" that I speak of was a "She"

Then, and only then- you will understand, you will see-

why I have to end this 3-sum

and start exclusively seeing him-

and be dedicated to our poetic- monogamy....

© 2007 Kanday Reign. All Rights Reserved.

Inner Light....

© Kanday Reign. All Rights Reserved.

One With Nature....

© 2008 Kanday Reign. All Rights Reserved

As he approaches from across the room, my legs rocked back and forth- I was sure of my desires to embark on a quest for total fulfillment. Our eyes met, and shared a conversation that was demanding that our bodies come closer to feel the energy that was expelled throughout the room. Zooming in on him, my focus on what was going on around me we almost deadened, and due to his common interests shared with me-- it was almost as if he had been created just for me--- was I ready? Should this fantasy become reality? Should I walk away from what seems to be calling out to me? He gets closer, as I lick my lips- wanting to taste him, all of him- no place will be skipped. I want to memorize this man, so that in the dark, I can still see him. Still touch those spots that make me thank the Creator for making such a man. Still taste his essence, I just want to take his hand- and lead him down that path- the one that leads to pure pleasure, and I'm down for whatever it takes to get us there. Am I obsessed with this activity taking place? As my heart quickens in it's pace- I take it upon myself to try to clear my mind of what has my body ready to give in to his every request. Trying to fight this feeling is proving to be a great big mess- cause it's still tugging at my heart string, I can feel him breathe on my chest, I can hear him moan my name, as he licks around my breast- I can see him take my waist and kiss me in that special place- that will only give him pleasure by overflowing into his face..... What have I gotten myself into? Have I even went there yet? I guess that in my mind I have, several times over, and now I can't forget. What has he done to me- without even speaking to me yet? His eyes draw me in- his lips part to speak- not to mention his smooth swagger that's making me weak. I raise a brow in acceptance of his gesture to converse with me- but if he only knew what I needed from him sexually. I want to take him home right now- and show him more than admiration for who he is- but show my attraction to his entire presence- I want to be more than a lover- I want to be his all or nothing, and to know that the pleasure I give him will not compare to any other encounter in his life. I'm not currently interested in being his wife- sad to say but the truth is, I want to capture his smile, indulge in his smell, become energized by his kisses- and unspoken promises to fulfill my needs. "Hello." Was the first and last thing I heard before kissing him deeply- as if wanting to touch his soul-- I won't allow him to pass me by-- I will live this out to the fullest... This story has to unfold.

© 2008 Kanday Reign. All Rights Reserved.

"The Learning Curve" Interview With Author, Hashim Conner

Wanna read about the best in independent music, art and literature? Join me at my blog "Afrocen-Clectic" Notes- where I conduct interview of the best of the best in just about any and every field of arts and entertainment! Go to kanday.com and click on the link that says "Afrocen-Clectic" Notes and be directed to my blog. It's filled with great poetry, music/ videos, "edutainment", art, information and ideas you can use!

I interviewed Hashim Conner, the author of Karma and The Learning Curve, in local bookstores and Amazon online right now! Swing my the site, check out the blog and allow yourself to taken on a journey, with Hashim being your guide.

Find out how to reach him for book signings, and how to get your very own signed and delivered copy of his book(s).

I would like to thank Hashim personally, for taking the time to show me around his mental heaven. I look forward to continuing to write updates and host a book signing with him being the guest in the Metro Atlanta, GA area, so keep your ears and eyes open for the 411 on this event!

You can reach Hashim by visiting his site: www.hashimconner.net for more events and other things he has currently going on.

If Only For One Night...

I found myself lost in time and space- just from the sensual looks on your face- you have created in me this need to be open, this need to release something that I wanted to share- something that I wanted to "be." And that was in your arms, as we coast off into our own world of sexual bliss- to feel you move like that, to have me moving like this-- the way time stood still while we took our first soul kiss. Everything was set to our rhythm, set to our union- set to our bodies becoming intertwined-- from the food, to the entertainment, to the way you teased my mind- only to find that I was ready to take it there- with trust that with my body you'd take care-- care in giving it what it needed, what it desired, what it was yearning to endure-- something so heavenly, erotic, uninhibited and yet so pure. When you touched me- it was with more than just your skin- but with your breath, with your eyes, with your sounds- in myself I found your wants to unite-- if only for one night with me. In return, accompanied with the passion that burned inside of me- I had to take the chance, on this once-in-a-lifetime fantasized romance and agree. We moved as if we were meant to be here, at this precise time, doing exactly what we knew was meant. Every second was filled with passion, and our pleasure was evident. Overwhelmed with ourselves and what we were willing to do to each other- for this moment, I was your one and only lover... You were my man, and that was all that mattered- for now. When it seemed like I would not be pleasing to you- you took the time and you showed me how. How to touch you, what to say, what to do- and I obeyed. It was more than just passionate love we made. We created a new world, just for us to share. One where when we are together, we don't even have a care- about life, about strife, about others we are involved with-- just you and I. As the tears rolled down my face, and I can't explain why-- You have taken me and conquered all my fears and released my inner woman, my needs to submit to you.

This night has made me reflect on how we met and how I want to take it further with you. How I expected this night to be what it turned out to be, how I knew you'd more than please me- but please parts of me that are far from a physical touch- how just to know you were near me, brought me such a rush. That in your eyes, your smile, our conversations- I wanted to share intimate relations-- and from the first words spoken from you- heard by me, gave me such a sensation. How I longed to kiss your lips, and once this was accomplished, I was driven to kiss you in other places- with no hesitation. As we work our way into a climax, and then lay next to each other- to rest and relax- finding ourselves ready for round two, before the first round was even through- and near round three- how you made me scream your name- from the way that you moved your hips, stroking- having me do the same. The way we both wanted all or nothing and stopped at nothing to get it- how when I fantasize now, I can't help but to see you in it. How before you, I wasn't really being pleased- how you tasted me for less than 30 seconds and brought me to my knees. How you took it upon yourself to sip me til there was nothing left to drink- how we looked deeply into each others' eyes too seductively to blink.How you held me, how you tightened your grip to secure my shakes- how you moved even faster as my sounds escalate. In my future of sexual encounters, I can't accept anything but the best-- and you showed me that tonight.... You showed me how to breathe again, feel again, how it's supposed to be done-- and how it takes a real man to do it right....

© 2008 Kanday Reign. All Rights Reserved.

Soft & Secure

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Dominating Features... By Kanday Reign

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Originally uploaded by Kanday's Cre8tiveJuzes